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[Dec. 11th, 2007|02:40 am] |
i really should ger some sleep
i have to be in the national social security offices tomorrow and i took already 2 pills. they are so little, i hate them.
the first one, at 9pm, i said to myself.. i fall asleep early for god sake.
but nada. i was watching 'dude where's my car?' and then watch E.T 'come!' 'no! stay!'
and then i caved in and took another one at midnight.
which maybe just now just starting to kick in, because right after i lit myself some Jay.
so i masturbated and then i watch Euro trip which is a funny movie.. but c'mon i'm still awake.
so i got hungry.. so 2 slices of dark russian rye bread that crumbles softly inside the mouth, with some soy cheese, tomato, onion, zaatar, salt, and a drop of hot sauce to die for..
and pour myself some pomegranates juice with frozen berry.. for the desert of course.
and now i'm full.. but only after i made some Tchina' (tahini) and munch on them with bran crackers.. excellent and delicacy .
and my head is spinning. in a good way.. i think i'll try to get some sleep now, |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 9th, 2007|08:19 pm] |
help me get over this!!
please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| love me tender |
[Aug. 3rd, 2007|12:21 pm] |
love me tender or don't love me at all.
broken structure, my spine hurts..
love me tender, don't abuse the fact i'm myself near you
don't abuse anything i might say to you.
everyone wants a piece of me
for sex, for indulgent, for drug substitute. every one and every other hurts.
and people as people as me are just no good.
i'm sorry i broke the agreement, failed on you once again.
but this guy came over brought me flowers, made a comp. cd with songs he thinks will make me smile.
i met him in a bar, where else?, i met him and discuss love through out the dim lights, never thought will ever see him again but he was there, the other day.
but then he hurt me, was a liar, and you know what lies do to me.
i'm sorry i'm sorry, so sorry but he should hadn't lied. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 7th, 2007|07:49 pm] |
i got the weekend vacation. was a good girl.
life sucks in there |
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