urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hypobelle hypobelle hypobelle 2007-12-11T00:45:41Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hypobelle:17401 2007-12-11T00:45:41Z 2007-12-11T00:45:41Z i really should ger some sleep<br />i have to be in the national social security offices tomorrow and i took already 2 pills. they are so little, i hate them.<br />the first one, at 9pm, i said to myself.. i fall asleep early for god sake.<br />but nada. i was watching 'dude where's my car?' and then watch E.T 'come!' 'no! stay!'<br />and then i caved in and took another one at midnight.<br />which maybe just now just starting to kick in, because right after i lit myself some Jay.<br />so i masturbated and then i watch Euro trip which is a funny movie.. but c'mon i'm still awake.<br />so i got hungry.. so 2 slices of dark russian rye bread that crumbles softly inside the mouth, with some soy cheese, tomato, onion, zaatar, salt, and a drop of hot sauce to die for..<br />and pour myself some pomegranates juice with frozen berry.. for the desert of course.<br />and now i'm full.. but only after i made some Tchina' (tahini) and munch on them with bran crackers.. excellent and delicacy . <br />and my head is spinning. in a good way.. i think i'll try to get some sleep now, urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hypobelle:16987 2007-12-09T18:22:59Z 2007-12-09T18:22:59Z help me get over this!!<br />please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hypobelle:16690 2007-08-03T09:29:39Z 2007-08-03T09:29:39Z love me tender or don't love me at all.<br />broken structure, my spine hurts.. <br />love me tender, don't abuse the fact i'm myself near you<br />don't abuse anything i might say to you.<br />everyone wants a piece of me <br />for sex, for indulgent, for drug substitute. every one and every other hurts.<br />and people as people as me are just no good.<br />i'm sorry i broke the agreement, failed on you once again. <br />but this guy came over brought me flowers, made a comp. cd with songs he thinks will make me smile. <br />i met him in a bar, where else?, i met him and discuss love through out the dim lights, never thought will ever see him again but he was there, the other day. <br />but then he hurt me, was a liar, and you know what lies do to me. <br />i'm sorry i'm sorry, so sorry but he should hadn't lied. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hypobelle:16439 2007-06-08T00:50:53Z 2007-06-08T00:50:53Z i got the weekend vacation. was a good girl.<br />life sucks in there urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hypobelle:4546 2005-06-20T11:14:53Z 2005-06-20T11:14:53Z friends only...